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Post by The Vica 2.0 on Feb 6, 2008 16:09:06 GMT
wow, we're all losers here *invites boboo to join talk of crappy love lifes*
to cosmic: *struggles to get free from bear hug* ... can't... breathe... anyways, while my love life may not be as screwed up as the New Jersey guy, I also have to get annoyed by the fact that some kid who is far more unattractive than me (physically and personality... ally) has a girlfriend!
unclesam: wow you sure are a jerk, that's much worse than breaking up on Christmas! And I guess I should name the girls: The girl I got over quickly was Georgia, German girl is Emma, current girl is Hayley, and old girl (wow that sounds pretty cruel ;D) is Sarah. Annoying thing is that each time I get a crush it is always much more intense than the last one. When I liked Sarah that was my first crush, and when I started to like Georgia I felt much more strongly about her than Sarah. Now I like Hayley, and I'm completely crazy about her, I cannot stop thinking about her and my gut feels like they're being wrenched out of my stomach. (I'm great at romantic lines huh? lol)
freestyler: *groans* but I wanna be a slut! XD or at least slightly attractive, my face is like something out of a freakin horror movie
but if you think you can help me with my issues then go ahead, gimme a shot of your psychomumbojumbo
boboo: But you don't have fish and chips!!! Or a Queen!!! Or Gordon Brown!!!!!!!
Rogue: Wow that is pretty awkward... O.O
When it comes to Hayley I never get the chance to talk to her anymore. She used to get on the school bus but she doesn't anymore. Plus the way she looks at me sometimes makes me think that she knows I like her... and thinks I'm a total loser... bummer. If one of my best mates started going out with her (although I've only told two of them about her) then I'd probably just never speak to them ever. But if your mate doesn't know you like the guy then that's very problematic
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Post by freestyler on Feb 6, 2008 16:29:55 GMT
okay... oh god Vica ya wanna be a slut?? well big knews, I think I'm bi. So more and more complicated... damn I wish never to have a relationship before I get my education and all. Vica about the stronger thing. Well its pretty commen sense you grow older and seriously become more mature, serious and ready for the real thing. Just remember something Vica.. high school relationships almost never last. I know I'm kinda depressing, but I dont believe in love. I dont believe in "ever lasting".. but I know that feeling, and I'm not even as old as you... I feel like a baby now...
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Post by The Vica 2.0 on Feb 6, 2008 16:50:43 GMT
aww... ickle baby... lol
and no I don't really want to be a slut. Anyways I don't exactly want an 'ever lasting' relationship, that'd just be a good bonus, I would want a relationship that lasted more than a week. You're bi now? Umm... cool? I don't really know what to say to that...
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Post by freestyler on Feb 6, 2008 16:55:40 GMT
well why dont you try? ya never know if ya dont try, and is it worth the life thinking "what if" ?? I mean the humilliation would only last a couple of weeks maybe a month. you should try
and about the bi thing, I may be one.. I dont know but I've had that feeling for a loooooooong time now... well no matter what I will never be with a girl (: I'm definately more to guys, I think. well my faith wont allow the bi thingy
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Post by The Vica 2.0 on Feb 6, 2008 20:07:44 GMT
what faith is that? Plus it doesn't really matter is you're lesbian, bi or transvestite, it's your choice, we got no right to insult your decisions *is strangely serious right now* Oh noes! 'Tis the serious Vica! I don't like that guy, he's so boring! I prefer being crazy Vica! Why can't I be crazy Vica?! *yawns* guess I'm just tired
wait, if you're never gonna be with a girl what kind of bisexual are you? ;D (yay, crazy Vica is back!)
and I know I should try, but like I said I haven't spoken to Hayley in like, almost a year! I can't just walk up to her and ask her out, especially since I'm fairly sure she's got a boyfriend
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Post by freestyler on Feb 6, 2008 20:16:43 GMT
I have kissed and all with a girl, being sexual with her, but it doesnt matter anylonger. I am christian, strongly one for that matter (:
haha I love crazy Vica, I wanna be crazy free again...!
yea your right, well start talk to her. thats the only way. But ya know ya always got me d; hahaha, just a couple of many thousand of miles away hahaha! okay I am crazy again (:
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Post by The Vica 2.0 on Feb 6, 2008 20:37:45 GMT
me Christian too, but I remember boboo saying that religious type people did research and stuff, and found out God is not against gay people! *gasps* (ask boboo, I never knew it 'til he told me)
I have promised myself and the two friends I told that I will talk to her. But only the next chance I get. Not when she is walking around the school with her friends. I've also recently become more confident (well, not about my appearance or personality or anything like that, I still think I'm an unattractive ape with a terrible personality) so talking to her will be much easier now. What I mean by confidence is that I used to find it hard to make new friends, or talk to people I'm not really friends with, but now that ain't a problem for me, so next time I see her on her own (as long as she isn't running to something or anything like that) I will talk to her. Best chance I'll get is if she starts to get on the school bus again, even if it's only for one day!
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Post by freestyler on Feb 6, 2008 20:44:55 GMT
....omg.... haha!
well do that! *sniff* then ya not comeing to me haha d; kidding, I hope it will all work out Vica!!!!!
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Post by ColonelUncleSamJackson on Feb 6, 2008 22:50:55 GMT
Yup im considered a jerk now, broke up with the girl right when english class finished after I had to give a presentation on feminism (ofcourse my group would decide hey lets make Jordan do the part where we criticize it) so that led to about 9 minutes of me insulting feminism which led to me insulting every girl in the class followed by women in general (I didnt mean any of it except maybe a few things I said to some of the girls and about feminism) and ofcourse they would pass out the school newspaper and oh wait it gets better! They had something in the newspaper about leaving your secret crush or girlfriend a message in the next one (valentines edition of the paper) so she walked over to me probably to point that part out to me and thats when I decide to break up with her. And ofcourse my best friend felt the need to leave his comment "Damn rachi, your one f****ed up n***a."
But oddly enough im happier than ive been in a long time. Am I a bad person? Should I have waited until after valentines day?
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Post by boboo3 on Feb 7, 2008 2:51:25 GMT
boboo: But you don't have fish and chips!!! Or a Queen!!! Or Gordon Brown!!!!!!! But we have Chuck Norris... besides the point yes I would go into my 'love' life. But there isn't really one, I would get crushes and not be brave enough to act upon them.
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Post by freestyler on Feb 7, 2008 6:28:42 GMT
Sammy, ya not a bad person! If she really thinks she is so wonderful, she would find another one for valentines day, waight... aint that today.... oh.. crap.. haha, heck I have had many boyfriends, (no one really that sweet) and still I never had a valentine, well that must be because of the little thing called... Denmark (this stupid country) dont celebrate it. Sam, ya not a jerk, and I'm not a bitch. it was better breakeing up, then let them think we love them. unfortunately it had to be on holydays... hmm... damn bad luck. I got a new crush btw... (guy Vica, a guy!) and... I dont know what to do! I tould you I dont wish to have a relationship, but he is SO gorgeous! and we have been friends a long time, so I know he wont be mean to me... but I dont have the gots to tell him... I'm a chicken... haha, I'm a chick! hahaha! okay... what should I do?!?!?!?! and he doesnt even live in my town.... damn... I'm screwed up....!!!
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Post by ColonelUncleSamJackson on Feb 7, 2008 10:54:26 GMT
Valentines day isnt today, I dont remember exactly when but its soon. Thank You for telling me im not a jerk, atleast I gave her time to find somebody else before valentines day, but still its going to be hell for me in school today
And go for it free, thats always my advice, the way I see it whats the worst that could happen? But then again since this guy is your friend it might mess up your friendship, and also Im not the best at giving relationship advice so just ignore me.
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Post by freestyler on Feb 7, 2008 13:18:38 GMT
I am so fustrated!! today he called me a kid! "your so funny kid" grr! he is like 7 months older...! and I act like more meture then him! uff! sometimes I just dotn get guys! first he says that I am a beautiful, sexy girl with my feet on the ground and then he calls me kid...!!! I dont get him! wish he would die!! no I dont... I wish he would kiss me... okay Free is total not free anymore...! grrr! okay I will forget him! hmpf!
and your welcome Sammy. And just tell those bastards that it was better then letting her believe a lie!!
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Post by The Vica 2.0 on Feb 7, 2008 17:59:44 GMT
Sammy, ya not a bad person! If she really thinks she is so wonderful, she would find another one for valentines day, waight... aint that today.... oh.. crap.. haha, heck I have had many boyfriends, (no one really that sweet) and still I never had a valentine, well that must be because of the little thing called... Denmark (this stupid country) dont celebrate it. Sam, ya not a jerk, and I'm not a bitch. it was better breakeing up, then let them think we love them. unfortunately it had to be on holydays... hmm... damn bad luck. I got a new crush btw... (guy Vica, a guy!) and... I dont know what to do! I tould you I dont wish to have a relationship, but he is SO gorgeous! and we have been friends a long time, so I know he wont be mean to me... but I dont have the gots to tell him... I'm a chicken... haha, I'm a chick! hahaha! okay... what should I do?!?!?!?! and he doesnt even live in my town.... damn... I'm screwed up....!!! see, you are the worst bisexual on the planet! ;D anyways I'm pretty sure we're all chickens here, so join the club! anyways I think you're kinda overeacting to him calling you a kid... maybe he was just teasing ya... plus why didn't you just ask him out after he called you beautiful and sexy? Usually that means he likes you
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Post by freestyler on Feb 7, 2008 18:23:06 GMT
well... Bi's are for men AND weman.. so I am to both. except I dont think I will make anything serious about it, cause my parents aint that... thrilled if I tould them and my friends wont understand.
yes, but are we all chicks?? that would scare me darling! haha!
maybe I did... I am fustrated and I overreact often haha! and... because thats what everybody says to me now, on myspace and for me its like "yea yea" when guys says it on there (we where talking over myspace yes)
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